Like the Everly brothers all i can to is dream (of a job)

At 5.20pm on monday the world stopped. this was because i recived confirmation of the fact because of events put of anyones control my job offer from Lehman brothers had been withdrawn I had known from about 11pm on sunday night but to see it in writng hit me hard

I am moaning but i am lucky. I know people who had been working there for longer than me or who had turned up for their first day on monday.. so i feel like someone who should have been on the titanic..

I had come so close to achieveing my goal of 14 months to start work. now with that job gone its back to square one. of that first pay cheque all i can do is dream...